Growing up. Most of you reading would associate that phrase with future dreams, childhood and teenage life. And all of THOSE associations you make with "growing up" can be further associated to things like friendship, youth and any other things along those lines.
For me, however, the phrase "growing up" is one that sends chills up my spine and makes my skin crawl.
Youth is nothing but a lie created for those who want to blind themselves with false friendships, alcohol, partying/clubbing, all while looking down on those who don't participate in said activities. You could almost says it's like a sales pitch for a metaphorical train to the depths of hell, with a heavy price on return tickets.
Once a member of the flock of sheep who willingly strut towards a hell harder to escape than the friendzone, you almost instantly sign your name up for years of betrayal, manipulation, makeshift relationships, being used and becoming a doormat for others to attempt to reach the false happiness at the end of the tunnel.
You may argue at this point, stating that i'm deluded and have an ecstatically morphed view of the world. Although saying that would be partially true, it is also partially false. You too have a morphed view on the world, whether small or large, it too affects your opinion on matters, making me seem like more of a pitiable loner than I really am. This is, assuming, that opinion is coming from the point of view of someone who is living out, or has lived out, their youth in such a way.
If the previous paragraph is, in fact, what you think of this ramble, please ask yourself the following:
How many friends do you have?
How many of said friends do you fully trust?
Have you had a relationship/friendship that has lasted longer than 6 months?
If no, how long did it take for the receiver of the relationship to shift to someone else?
How many disputes have you had in the past 3 months?
Hopefully, by answering the previous questions, I've opened your eyes a little, revealing some of our disgustingly cruel reality to you.
Youth is nothing but a lie, forged by whorish leeches who require a flock, resources, to reach their own pinnacle. And because those who are lured in are nothing but resources, they are treated in that way.... used and discarded upon requirement, much like how you throw a bottle into a bin, or on the street if you're like that, upon finishing it's contents, and you don't look back.
My experience of youth, which is currently ongoing, is one that is, in itself, also a system created by parasitic abominations who only care about themselves. However, I will not go over the details here, it will be covered in a later date.... possibly under the title "I'm living in a conspiracy" if I don't forget by then...
I shall conclude my rant here for the sake of any reader who is either finding it utterly hilarious that someone with this opinion actually exists, or if said reader is cringing in boredom.
EDIT 24/05/2020 - I decided to read through these older posts for nostalgia's sake. This made me cringe. I think I wrote this after watching SNAFU, might explain the edge.
